Fifthteen.
this day is ending i cant feel it . its because of the laughs and joys. with the people i share with .
i woke up at the witching hour . and i cant sleep again maybe someones watching me. and i think thats my mom. i do really miss her. another year was given to me . and i can say it was a pretty much blessings :) ..
i love all my family and friends. even i know not all of them love me but still i love them .
I AM NOW .
stop.
staying late sometimes makes you reminisce of something you dont want to . . why i still feel this way ? can i make myself numb . numb of all the pain .. unsaid feelings was always the thought. i cant go out to were i am yesterday . im still stuck with the memories .. i always wanted to stop this . and believe that all of that was a just a dream . a fantasy that for a minute becomes reality. as they always say just move one and let the memory fades. i hope its just as easy as a b c .. i was the only one who was left behind and i know your smiling with. its easy to forget but its not easy to forgive ..i just want to be free and let myself be . because you leave me blind.
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